Today we heard that our loan application was rejected, not because we couldn't afford it (we had chosen a very little house with a corresponding little mortgage) but because of a bill paid late over two years ago.
We are shattered. We feel as though all our plans for the future have been pulled out from under us, and are not sure where to go from here. Renting is expensive and doesn't seem to complement Earth-friendly living, as we can't install things like water tanks, solar systems or rip out the lawn to plant extensive vegetable gardens.
Two months ago, I would likely have responded to news like this by withdrawing some of our house deposit and going on a shopping spree. Right now, I know that I don't want to do this, but I have to say, I'm not sure what therapy looks like for me anymore!
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